Posts tagged re.
been feeling that nothing I’m doing now is relevant, significant or beneficial to my future. each day passed is another day lost. but without struggle, there is no progress. eye on the prize, eye on the prize…
you know you’re a fat lard when you just finished eating but you’re already waiting for the next meal of the day because you’re still hungry af.
Imagine if the measurement of time didn’t exist..
we’d be living life without the constant subconscious panic of time frames, schedules, plane rides, bus routes, meetings, movie showings, deadlines. couples would not be focused on counting the days they’ve been together, and instead start genuinely living and loving the moments they’re blessed to spend together. newly single individuals would not be counting the days they’ve been alone, and instead start to really try to get over it, move on, and make new relationships, connections, memories and life.
without time, life would be limitless. without time, life would be endless.
without time, life would be lived in the now, because who knows how long ago something was or how long from now something will be? what you do know is what is now, so focus on that and make it the best it can possibly be. because that’s all you know, and that’s all you can control.
live.
All I want the New Year to bring me is happiness, good health, and success.
To be completely honest, I can’t wait until the day comes where we’re able to talk comfortably again. I still care about you and want you in my life, but not enough to make you my life, as you once was before. I don’t know if I will ever be able to consider you a friend, but it’d be nice to know that you’d be there for me if I ever needed you, and I hope you know the reverse is the same. To be civil adults, that’s all I ask for.
I love vacationing to the mainland because I love traveling to both old and new places, and experiencing new things, eating interesting food, etc. etc. etc.
BUT, I also hate that my vacations always end. I always have to return home, back to work, back to the life I have in Hawaii. It makes me miss the mainland so much more than I already do. Sometimes I just want to miss my flight “on accident” and stay here.
Currently, I’m sitting here on my laptop in my hotel room in San Francisco, and I’m seriously having thoughts about actually moving here. Not just here, but just.. AWAY from Hawaii in general. ugh, Hawaii is and will forever be my home. But it’s just so… limited. I need space, freedom, choices, variety. I need an unhindered life.
